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Hi guys!
It's been a while since last time! >A<
Just reporting me to let you know I'm still alive ^^Uu
I'm sorry for not replying all your comments/notes but... you know, I think I'm having some issues lately that prevent me for doing so. Not like I don't want to, but sometimes it gives me a tough time cause I really don't know what to say. Even if I don't look like it, I'm not really the talkative kind one and it's difficult for me, so yeah, sorry for that u.u
Also, I've been kind of depress because of all that sh*t going on in tumblr with the fandom wars and such... And more over, many artists leaving... T___T
I've been reading a lot of fanfics lately to ease myself but all that negativity is still hitting me, so I think I'll be better off from tumblr and not discussing anything from the time being.
Now that the school year is almost finished, and my health seems to be coming back, I'll be seeing forward to continue with my projects (itakisa doujin, fanarts I've to finish, fanfics...). Hence, I think I'll be more active in my secondary account than here, or at least I believe so.
I apologize again for being so absent... But even if I submit some art, I think it's going to be a constant for me from now on. I need to keep distances from all the negativity on the net, and keep some room for my mind.
For the SNS fandom... Just to say "Don't give up!!" >__< I know it's sad that good artists are leaving... But it's all up to you for the fandom to die or not. I know maybe some think are not skilled enough to create, but that's an understatement! I wasn't a fanficker and I became one (don't know how to qualify my skills on that but meh!) just to keep creating things I wasn't able through my pics. And even I have improved my art in these past years, I wasn't good enough but I still kept trying. Just don't let yourselves down and keep loving and creating what it's in your hearts!!
Years will pass, and even I know I'll stop drawing fanarts eventually, I won't give up just because of the current circumstances v__v
So that's it.
Hope this summer will be more productive than the last one and that I can overcome my social phobias >__< Seriously, it's a whole issue for me to deal with... I'm really sorry for that.
Wish you all are doing fine, and that you have a great summer.
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Fanfics I've been reading (SNS) that got me really trapped xD
(english)
www.fanfiction.net/s/9977535/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/8484339/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/8673549/1… (warning! this one is really hard. Kidnaping plot, really distressing)
www.fanfiction.net/s/8142638/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/11211992/…
(español)
www.fanfiction.net/s/10260392/…
www.fanfiction.net/s/9114146/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/8390483/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/6111379/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/9003571/1… (continuacion de 'kitsune no kokoro')
www.fanfiction.net/s/7657945/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/9163451/1…
It's been a while since last time! >A<
Just reporting me to let you know I'm still alive ^^Uu
I'm sorry for not replying all your comments/notes but... you know, I think I'm having some issues lately that prevent me for doing so. Not like I don't want to, but sometimes it gives me a tough time cause I really don't know what to say. Even if I don't look like it, I'm not really the talkative kind one and it's difficult for me, so yeah, sorry for that u.u
Also, I've been kind of depress because of all that sh*t going on in tumblr with the fandom wars and such... And more over, many artists leaving... T___T
I've been reading a lot of fanfics lately to ease myself but all that negativity is still hitting me, so I think I'll be better off from tumblr and not discussing anything from the time being.
Now that the school year is almost finished, and my health seems to be coming back, I'll be seeing forward to continue with my projects (itakisa doujin, fanarts I've to finish, fanfics...). Hence, I think I'll be more active in my secondary account than here, or at least I believe so.
I apologize again for being so absent... But even if I submit some art, I think it's going to be a constant for me from now on. I need to keep distances from all the negativity on the net, and keep some room for my mind.
For the SNS fandom... Just to say "Don't give up!!" >__< I know it's sad that good artists are leaving... But it's all up to you for the fandom to die or not. I know maybe some think are not skilled enough to create, but that's an understatement! I wasn't a fanficker and I became one (don't know how to qualify my skills on that but meh!) just to keep creating things I wasn't able through my pics. And even I have improved my art in these past years, I wasn't good enough but I still kept trying. Just don't let yourselves down and keep loving and creating what it's in your hearts!!
Years will pass, and even I know I'll stop drawing fanarts eventually, I won't give up just because of the current circumstances v__v
So that's it.
Hope this summer will be more productive than the last one and that I can overcome my social phobias >__< Seriously, it's a whole issue for me to deal with... I'm really sorry for that.
Wish you all are doing fine, and that you have a great summer.
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Fanfics I've been reading (SNS) that got me really trapped xD
(english)
www.fanfiction.net/s/9977535/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/8484339/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/8673549/1… (warning! this one is really hard. Kidnaping plot, really distressing)
www.fanfiction.net/s/8142638/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/11211992/…
(español)
www.fanfiction.net/s/10260392/…
www.fanfiction.net/s/9114146/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/8390483/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/6111379/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/9003571/1… (continuacion de 'kitsune no kokoro')
www.fanfiction.net/s/7657945/1…
www.fanfiction.net/s/9163451/1…
Merry Christmas!!
"Cookie wishes you Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!" Hope you had a good Christmas day ^^ As for me, I'm still alive xD Some of you asked me what I'm up to. I'm studying at college, but I'm still drawing = ) Thing is, I wanted to start anew and even if I still draw Naruto sometimes, I'm more dedicated to commissions on Twitch, and now I've been challenged by a friend of mine and will be starting a BL comic this next year which will be published in Tapas, both in Spanish and English ^^ So I think this upcoming year will be exciting in many aspects \o/ Again, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! 🥰🥰 P.S. You can follow me in my new networks Twitter | Tapas | Twitch | Deviantart | Youtube | Patreon | Ko-fi | Redbubble | BlueSky | Tumblr | Instagram
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Hi there! =) As I just said in my last deviation... Long time no see! >A< I think my previous deviation was in 2020... Omg time pass by so fast x__x So. What's been of me? Honestly, not much, really. I finished my last job back in 2018... Tried to study IT for web development and went... terrible x__x Then, I went back to university, and up until now I've been studying English Philology, but I need a break from it cause I get overwhelmed much easily than I thought >__< And well, during this years... I've been diagnosed with a skin auto inmune disease x__x and also with Borderline Personality Disorder and persistant depression (yey!) So... yep. I thought being an introvert was difficult, add BPD to the mix and voilà! Sometimes I don't know how I am suppossed to keep going ^^U And well, the ones who know me from some years ago, you might remember all the disaster with the FB pages and the reposting issue... Ever since then I've been trying to control my panic attacks x__x Cause it
Rest in peace, Quinni.
I don't know if I have any right to write about this... but, just in case you didn't follow Quinni (https://www.deviantart.com/quinni) on Twitter, today has been known she has passed away.
I can't express the pain I feel right now...
I just hope, wherever she's now, she can finally forget about the pain, and enjoy painting stars, as she always loved to do.
Rest in peace, Quinni.
Help for Danzzila
Hey guys, I know it's been a while since last time I shared anything at all, but @danzzila (formerly NTDevont) needs whatever help he can get, and I thought this was enough reason to write a journal. I've always admired his style, his colourings, and everthing he does. I first found him when I looked for some Naruto fanarts, and even he moved to another fandom (and he stopped sharing his own characters -i miss Nate! ;A; ) I sticked with him 'cause his art is just amazing. Here you can see what I'm talking about: I'll summarize a bit since he gave the info here and there, cause he seems to not be able to explain everything clearly, as he's in a lot of pain right now. He moved from Brazil to Asia, away from his family. He spent most of his money on medical expenses as her mother suffered an aneurysm like a month ago (so he feels guilty to ask for her help, since she's in a bad situation too). He had a problem with his intentines and needed to run some check-ups
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I'm happy to hear from you dear And don't worry, I understand how you feel, fandoms can be really insane at times and it's good to keep a distance so that you'll be able to keep on doing what you like no matter what
I wish you a wonderful summer my dear
I wish you a wonderful summer my dear